THAT MUCH HELP

I wasn't sure I should do it. 

I wondered "Who would it serve?" 

The Head Doctor said I had to do it.

He asked me how did it feel after I did it.

“Like a 16 ton anvil wasn’t hanging over my head anymore”

“So who did it help? To whom did it serve?” he asked.

“It helped me” I said.

“That’s right. It helped you. How does that make you feel?”
“It makes me feel horrible” I said.

He looked puzzled. “Why?” he asked.

And I broke down.

“Because I’m not supposed to need that much help”

I guess we got some work to do.